The biggest issue I currently find myself staring at... Karma. I have spend a lot of time with my head lodged up my back side, and now that I have managed to wedge myself free for a better look around, the sights are not pretty. I haven't been doing what's right for me, let alone what's right for my loved ones. I am trying to change, but it's not easy, I have been set in my ignorant ways for so long.
I have been the thief, the pass time friend, the cheat, the liar, and so many other stupid self indulgent things I can't count or honestly recall most of them. I have also been charitable, a decent husband and father, and a good friend to some. So I am not all bad, just misguided as hell, and in serious need of focus.
A short list of other issues ....
1. I hold in anger WAY TOO LONG
2. I am the king of procrastination
3. Can't clean to save my life
4. Walked out on High School....(G.E.D. or not, I regret that bad decision to this day)
5. I have issues that force me to stay away from alcohol
6. I don't have as close a relationship with my sisters as I would like
7. I wasn't there when my mother passed (That one eats at me)
I am sure there are a lot more.
I will blog about them as they come to mind. Enough for tonight.
1. I hold in anger WAY TOO LONG
2. I am the king of procrastination
3. Can't clean to save my life
4. Walked out on High School....(G.E.D. or not, I regret that bad decision to this day)
5. I have issues that force me to stay away from alcohol
6. I don't have as close a relationship with my sisters as I would like
7. I wasn't there when my mother passed (That one eats at me)
I am sure there are a lot more.
I will blog about them as they come to mind. Enough for tonight.
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